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Post by daniella marie watkins on Aug 21, 2011 14:38:51 GMT -5
 she had always been an impulsive little girl, doing whatever she wanted to do whenever she wanted to do it. and she was never quite stopped by anyone. her parents philosophy about these kind of things would be ‘let the girl do whatever she wants. if she gets hurt, then she won’t do the thing again’. they would let her learn from on her own mistakes, never forcing her into anything. and she liked it that way. it allowed her to experience new things and make her own opinion on those things. she did not always take the good decisions for herself. but then again, who ever really did always take the right decisions for them? absolutely nobody. and her bad decisions particularly happened when it came down to choosing the right boy for her. let’s just say that the little experience she had ever had with boys had been a little rocky and all of her relationships would most likely follow the classic pattern of a roller coaster. she definitely had a thing for bad boys. boys with a reputation of people that she should not have hanged around. she did not know what exactly that thing she liked in them was, but she had always found herself attracted more to them than any other boy she had met. kaleb had always been the exception to this one rule. he was the only guy who was really nice to her that she had ever really liked, even though she would have never admitted to herself or to anyone else, at that point, that she liked him that way. in fact, she was convinced that she did not like him that way. they were friends, only friends. and she planned on keeping it that way for a long time. she definitely was one of those few people who understood that she needed friends in her life in order to survive and she was not letting go of him anytime soon. however, given teagan’s current situation in her relationship, everyone would have thought it to be normal for her to look for a little comfort in someone who actually seemed to care about her, which was definitely not the case of her current boyfriend, jason. she had been with many guys who had problems before, but never with one who seemed to be a sex addict for that seemed to be the only subject of conversation that ever escaped his lips. and she was tired of it, tired of being treated like a whore and being called names everytime she would refuse.. well, to do it with him. she lied down in the sand on the beach. at least, being here the whole week with her family and kaleb’s would help her forget all those things going on in her life right now, or so she hoped. as she lied there, however, a few feet away from the house the two families had rented for the week, nothing seemed to want to go away, to let her have some time to herself to relax a bit before she had to go back. she stared up at the sky, wondering what she would do when she would go back home and meet up with jason again. she could not possibly stay with the guy, even if they had not been together for that long. she knew that she would not be able to handle such a relationship for the long, and she did not want to. however, at the same time, she was scared to tell him. in fact, she always seemed to be pretty open about anything in life. however, when it came to how she really felt, it always was hard for her to admit those particular feelings. she would most likely run away from them, ignore them. she felt that it was much easier that way and, in fact, it was. a long sigh escaped her lips as she kept staring up at the sky which was getting darker and darker by the minute. if someone was to come get her to tell her to head back inside, she certainly hoped it would be kaleb and not her parents. she knew he’d most likely not ask too many questions about how she felt and such things. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - credit , to me  tagged , mister kaleb jordan parker, aka rebe. music , what makes you beautiful, 1D. hehehehe. outfit , clickers, bby.words , seven one seven. notes , finallyyyyy
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