caught myself , [carina]

[ilyssa]

[atrb=border,0,true] ilyssa was someone that when she wanted something, she went for it. take tucker, for example. she'd insisted that there was something there, because it was more than obvious. however, he'd been too hooked up on his crush on noah's mom to bother giving ily a shot. instead, he lead her on and kissed her and cuddled her and told her she was beautiful. when jasleen slept over, ily had absolutely no idea that tucker had been hiding under her bed. he insisted it was because he'd went to get his sweatshirt and just hadn't made it out. so instead, he hid under the bed while ily changed in the middle of the open room, modeling clothes for jaz with music blasting, dancing around in her underwear between outfits. finding out tucker had seen that -- and actually watched her instead of jazzy when they both got their pajamas on -- had been more than a little embarrassing. that night, tucker had stayed and basically been ily's servant. anything she wanted, he got. when she semi-woke up in the middle of the night, tucker had started to curl up in her bed with her. despite the fact that jaz was asleep in the cot a few feet away, she kissed him and cuddled up willingly before passing out again. jaz had been gone with ily had woken up, but tucker was still there. the next day they'd spent it together, setting up a prank in ian's room, kissing, having a glee marathon. now, a few days later, ily was stuffing some stuff into her duffle bag and heading out the door in a new pair of pajamas, heading to carina's. she hadn't seen her in what felt like forever, so she was heading over with snacks and cheesy movies. once she got to the door, ily knocked and waited for carina to answer, impatiently rocking back and forth on her feet.

∞ that's when i caught myself i had to stop myself .
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - credit to sockmonkey of caution 2.0, edits to becky. (: